Update: We do not have results of MRI yet, since it finished near the end of the work day on Friday.
BUT we know that surgery is scheduled for April 3rd.
They will remove the cyst then and we will hope and pray for a quick recovery.
For our return ticket to India is May 7th.
Please pray for a quick and healthy recovery and full removal of cyst;)
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| after a rough morning with my boy….we finally found rest on the porch |
I have been reflecting on my lack of intentional “blog posting” lately.
And I have to confess.
There is a reason.
You see, I daily have the choice to drink from a well that runs deep.
My longing is to be that person who is like a tree planted by streams of water.
For their roots run deep into water, living, and their fruit is yielded in season and their leaves do not wither”.
For their roots run deep into water, living, and their fruit is yielded in season and their leaves do not wither”.
David wrote of this tree and this water in the opening of psalms.
But lately, I feel as though some leaves have withered.
For I feel as though lately I have been spending time in so many places.
I have been drinking from many other wells.
But not from wells, eternally deep.
And not from wells with water, Living.
I have not done this intentionally…well partly not.
But circumstances combined with a bit of distractions have led to it.
And when His Word does not daily go in.
My words are shallow and void and lacking.
And my reflections are vain and self centered
I would sit to write, but nothing would come.
But then He spoke
With His Word, Living, “Come, all you who are thirsty, come to the waters”
I realized I had forgotten of His all satisfying waters.
Though His grace upheld me thru those days.
And though nothing can pluck me from His hand.
My thoughts and affections turned from heaven.
They had been earthwards.
I focused on limitations, weakness, needs, failures, future worries.
Instead of pressing into Him.
Who was before the foundations of the world. Limits, He knows not.
Whose strength is perfected in our weakness.
Who promises to meet ALL of our needs according to His glorious riches in His Son.
Who, each time we fail, loves us deeper.
He, Who tells me not to even worry about tomorrow.
So, because of His grace unending, I come to you today.
Thankful that I still have waters, deep, to drink from.
Thankful that His love casts out all fear.
And I am here to testify that He is still good and still working in our little family.
It is a Sunday evening. Another day has passed.
A day filled with precious encouragement from a new community of believers in Ponte Vedra Beach.
Another day of seeing the Gospel message loudly proclaimed thru the mouth of babes.
Through the life of our first born son who has yet to speak a word.
Another day in which we are amazed at the Author and Perfecter of our faith, Who, for the joy set before Him, endured the cross, scorning its shame.
And who is now seated at the right hand of the Father.
The same Abba Father who adopted me into His family and never reminds me of who I was before.
Who claims me as His own today and yesterday and tomorrow.
“no power of hell. no scheme of man. could ever pluck me from His hand.
for I am HIS and HE is MINE.
bought with the precious precious blood”
As we sang that this morning I was again reminded of the beauty of Adam’s life.
This small child who was once unnamed, without hope, and only diagnosis of death and rejection hanging over him.
This small child who not only now has a mother and father but a family beyond imagination that stretches the world over.
It was a good day to reflect on this Truth.
And can I just share a glimpse of His faithful provision from this past week in Chapel Hill?
We were only there 2 days for the MRI.
We woke up in the Senior’s house.
The family of 6 who continue to host us with love and hospitality.
How does one thank such a measure of generosity?
We then were met by a dear friend, Sarah Shingler, who gave a large amount of diapers for Adam.
Another need, met.
Later in the day, as we were waiting for Adam to finish the MRI.
We were met by a new precious sister, Margarita.
She read about Adam and was told by her Abba Father a few specific items to bring us.
A box of baby supplies, another box of diapers, and a gift of cash.
Another need, met.
OH! How He loves us!
To end the day amazed at His provision, we went to eat at our favorite restaraunt, “Vimala’s Curry Blossom”.
The owner, Vimala, came and greeted me in line.
And told me to sit down as she packed up a bag full of our favorite Indian foods and gave it freely.
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| new friend margarita |
Sometimes, when I consider all He has done for me.
I wonder why.
I am humbled.
That He should save ‘a wretch like me’.
Amazing grace.
How sweet the sound.
And not only does He save me.
But He continues to faithfully meet needs before I even anticipate them.
Trust in Him dear ones.
If you are His child, He delights in loving you.
And what father, if his son asks for a fish, would give him a stone?
How much more, a heavenly Father?
If He has given His very LIFE…
Surely He will meet your needs and remove anxiety.
By grace.
I am uplifted in my spirit by your observations, and ready to face "tomorrow's" uncertainties and possible emotional chaos with a new sense of calm. GOD BLESS your family.
Dearest Jessica ~
I have followed Adam's story from early on. I have been humbled by yours and Raja's deep and unconditional love for him. I don't post often, but I pray often! I just had to tell you how much your words spoke to me tonight. I am sitting here in a puddle of my tears, reminded to go sit at the feet of Jesus, with my Bible open and let His word get into me. Our circumstances are different, but the answer is the same! You have helped this overwhelmed wife, mom and pastor's wife look to her Savior and drink from His satisfying water. I am so grateful for your help in my time of hurt. How good is our God to love me through a sister in Christ I've never met? Thank you for sharing your life and for your beautiful words. They made such a difference in my life tonight. I am grateful and humbled. You, Raja and Adam continue to be in my prayers. I will not grow weary lifting you up before our faithful Father.
Sincerely in Christ,
Lisa Kirkes
Always have hope
Of course, we will continue to pray. Sending love to you, Raja, and Adam!
You are a blessed daughter indeed! Yes, the Lord loves us so completely. I am astounded each time I read your blogs to see the depth of Wisdom the Father is pouring into you at such a young age. His placing of Adam's precious life into your family is just the beginning of an amazing journey that the Lord has for you. Of that I am sure. Fasten your seat belt sister, you are at the beginning of an amazing life journey of ministry.
beautiful, beautiful, beautiful post! You are such an inspiration!
Beautifully said, Jessica! When we drink from any other well we are left empty and longing, but the Living well brings life and joy everlasting. Continued prayers for Baby Adam and his lovely family.
Jessica, i am right there with you. i struggle every day with these earthly thoughts: fear, anxiety, and worry about the future. but God is stronger and His grace will carry us through! thank you for your encouraging words. we will continue to pray for you and your sweet baby
I love your words.. Your passion and commitment inspire me! Thank you again for sharing your faith and hope. I'm going to carry it throughout the week! Praying for Adam and you guys for guidance and safe surgery!! Much love!
wow….jessica and raj, i have been following ur story since i saw it on CBN and all i can say is wow…may the LORD continue to bless and strengthen u as you allow yourselves to be used by Him…